they say home is where the heart is, i guess i havent found my home .
last weeks of my holidays where great i was calm i was happy i had things on my mind but everything was fine it was easy to handle and then uni starts its like life just loves throwing too much at us. i know some of my reasons for complaining are stupid and pointless but they all add up; im freaking out that uni has become such a big load and its only week two, i have neck pains headaches and spontaneous nose bleeds im scared im going to drop dead or see a doctor and find out something i dont want to know, i dont like that im on such bad terms with my mum, i am disgusted by the fact that i feel i need a break from my family. i dont know what im doing anymore i feel like im just standing on the spot and my life is moving around me. i.dont.want.this