Thursday, March 10, 2011

they say home is where the heart is, i guess i havent found my home .

last weeks of my holidays where great i was calm i was happy i had things on my mind but everything was fine it was easy to handle and then uni starts its like life just loves throwing too much at us. i know some of my reasons for complaining are stupid and pointless but they all add up; im freaking out that uni has become such a big load and its only week two, i have neck pains headaches and spontaneous nose bleeds im scared im going to drop dead or see a doctor and find out something i dont want to know, i dont like that im on such bad terms with my mum, i am disgusted by the fact that i feel i need a break from my family. i dont know what im doing anymore i feel like im just standing on the spot and my life is moving around me.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

2 - songs

  1. lovers and friends - Pitbull, Usher and Lil Jon
  2. eet - Regina Spektor

Saturday, January 29, 2011

3 - films

  1. Hannibal Lecter Trilogy
  2. i am sam ( always makes me cry)
  3. p.s. i love you / spirited away
i know thats like a total of six movies but shhh

Friday, January 28, 2011

4 - books

  1. Harry Potter
  2. The six sacred stones
  3. The kite Runner
  4. any book with blood and guts


5 - foods

3.italian pastas *drool*
5.random turkish foods the mumma makes

Monday, January 24, 2011

6 - places i want to go

  1. Paris
  2. America
  3. Maldives
  4. Egypt
  5. Italy
  6. Japan

Sunday, January 23, 2011

7 - wants

  1. to get my act together
  2. peace, calm 
  3. happiness
  4. you
  5. Tiffany & co yellow diamond ring :)
  6. to be able to make a difference in someones life
  7. a love that will go beyond this world